all my xin sheng 8 last week...haiz...very sad...

28/05/2008(wednesday)
tat day i very happy...cz i can go 2 kk with my friend...i wan go 2 shoping,c girl n 散心 de...bt yesterday(27/05/2008) hv some thing happen...haiz...tat nite i sleep 8 fonman's house n i hear fonman say jojo like she...when i hear it i think maybe i will lose in this game...n i oso hear wht fang tze tell fonman...haiz...so tat nite i cant sleep...til 1.30am just i sleep n time 6am i wan wake up...cz tat day we wan go 2 kk liao...hehe...tat nite we wan meet fang tze them...cz them oso 8 kk...them follow the school trip go kk...she oso hv follow the school trip...bt she go 2 eat sushi with jojo...haiz...when i hear it i terus jelous...haiz...at time 8.30pm jojo them come 2 find us...oso tat time we wan go bck hotel...wan rest liao...cz very tired...n then jojo wan song she go bck her hotel...bt she dun wan...she wan shoping again...so jojo terus du lan she n plus the cap jojo buy 4 she oready very teruk...when i hear she dun wan go bck 1st...i terus worried about she...bt oso no use de la...haiz...when we go bck 2 hotel we terus go 2 bath...after bath we berjudi 8 fonman's room...when we finish 赌博 is time 12am liao...just kok yan n jia wei come bck...we so worried about them lo...wan say she agian meh?根加 worried she lo...haiz...
29/05/2008(thursday)
this we morning go 2 ''caber x''ply game...ply game agian...haiz...ntg 2 say...this day no hv special thg happen...this day hole day we only ply nia...sian arh...bt i oso worried about she la...very miss she lo...all the kk girl i watch...no 1 is better then she...haiz...y i will like tat...haiz...
30/05/2008(friday)
this day is a last day we stay 8 kk...本来 we 8 kk wan 4day 3nite de...bt nw we all cant tahan liao...cz we hv problem of $money$...this day moring i had phone she...bt sekejap nia...haiz...cz i realy dun knw wan say wht with she...haiz...after i phone she then i go 2 fonmen's room...8 tat time fang tze phone fonman...i oso hear wht them say...haiz...so pain my heart when i hear it...haiz...oso no use de la...haiz...this nite i go find fang tze sms...n he oso tell me all wht happen 2 she n the kk zai...the kk zai drive his car fetch she go out 喝茶 8 midnite...3am them just come bck...only them 2 person nia...n the kk zai every nite find she 聊天(curi2 聊天 lagi tu n 8 midnite again)...n them nw keep sms n phone each other...haiz...i very sad,pain,hurt n angry when fang tze tell me...haiz...if i c it i think i will more sad,pain,hurt n angry then nw...haiz...i realy wanna 2 scold she...bt i no hv the 权力 2 scold she...i only is she friend nia...haiz...she realy wan becareful lo...she 竟然 go out with the kk zai...them only knw each other how many day nia...so dangerous de ma....cz we all dun knw the kk zai is gud or bad de....n go out until midnite....i realy very worried about she lo...haiz...oso no use de la...haiz...
31/05/2008(saturday)
this day i dun knw y i will early 2 wake up...bt i very tired...cz i just come bck 4m kk...2day no hv anything happen...only my heart very pain n hurt...haiz...
01/06/2008(sunday)
this day i realy wanna go 2 church 2 scold she...bt 8 the last i oso no hv go...cz i no r she bf...how i can scold she...haiz...no hv 权力 2 scold she...only can say it inside my heart nia...haiz...this nite i go find my 堂姐 sms...ask she this holiday hv go 2 c grandmother bo...haiz...my 堂姐 oso knw i 追着 she...so my 堂姐 ask me she accept me liao ma...haiz...when i hear it...my heart plus hurt again...haiz...nw my heart very pain,hurt n sad...so i 请 my 堂姐 2 teach me hw...haiz...
02/06/2008(monday)
this day is my hole life very very very pain day...this afternoon i hv ask she...who r the kk zai...she say only a friend...ngam king wor...diao...ngam til go out 8 midnite meh n wan curi2 聊天 ?haiz...when i knw oready then i go tell fang tze...so fang tze ask me ''u believe she meh?''...then i reply he ''i no believe she...bt i oso wan believe she arh...havent we couple we oready no believe she liao...wan say agian meh if we realy couple''...so i believe she...bt 8 this nite fang tze suddenly say she couple with the kk zai liao...1st 1st i dun believe wht fang tze say de...bt it is true de...T-T...haiz...this afternoon i just ask she...she say is a friend nia...bt 8 nite leh?oready them couple...haiz...when i hear it i terus 崩溃...n my heart very very pain,hurt n sad...haiz...so hard 2 believe lo...hw long them knw each another o?haiz...hope the kk zai can gv she 幸福 la...won ply ply with she...hope them can 幸福快乐...haiz...T-T...
03/06/2008(tuesday)
last nite i cant sleep...n i cry a hole nite...haiz...so i dun knw y i 3:30 am i message she''oso gud de...i can learn 1 thing 4m the kk zai...追 1 girl only wan 1 week nia...n i oso can knw all ur 人格...say wht still loving lk...wtf la...all is lie me de...n i oso 对自己太失望 liao...will love this kind the girl''...haiz...i realy 太过 sad then i will say like this gua...so moring i sms she again...''感情是不可以勉强的,你的幸福是你自己来选着的,我相信你的眼光,hope the kk zai can gv u 幸福...''...bt say realy la...she always lie me...say wht loving lk arh,less use phone arh,with the kk zai only r friend arh...diao...i change myself is 为了 u...u r my targt...no targt no life=no u no life...i 够想 go 2 death...if human no hv feeling...i think will better...if my heart is cool blooder,then gud lo...no will feel pain,hurt n sad...T-T...1st time i cry for girl lo...n many time again i cry for she...haiz...like 2 child...nw i say wht oso no use liao de la...haiz...T-T...8 nite i,jia wei,gary,jojo,fonman n aaron go 2 ktv sing song...so happy ba...hehe...bt my heart oso very hurt again...haiz...after tat i go 2 fonman's house drink,谈心事 n sleep 8 his house...we drink the ''XO''...so gek ba...haiz...i oso cry 8 tis nite...haiz...nw i won gv up de...i will wait she again...hope 1 day i can 感动 she...gambateh...
04/06/2008(wednesday)
yesterday i sleep 8 fonman's house...em...time 4am we sleep...then i 10am i wake up...the fonman continue sleep agian...n i write my daily is nw...time 2:3o pm...i hope ltr no hv any thing happen la...cz i dun wan write daily agian(2day)...nw my heart oso very pain,hurt n sad...n i will continue waiting she de...gambateh...hope 1 day i can 感动 u...